nie antra pic y ak amk time outing wit my cuz...thx 2 her coz sudi b my model 4 d whole day..

ktorg g round plis our hometown...hehehe...

PENANGAN ke-2

PENANGAN KE-2?? nape ek ak bg nm nie untk tulisan ak untuk pertama kali..sb ms ini ati sgt2 sedey apabila org y ak buka kan ati untuk trima dier dlm ati ak..dh ak tingglkn..ak harap keputusan ak nie btl dgn ak sendri y mintk putus dgn dier...sb ak tinglkn dier??? ak pn xpasti ap y menjd mslh antra kmi...seperti biasa permulaan yang indh...ak menerimanya dengn ati y terbuka tanpa ragu2..krn sblm nie ak sgt ssh utk trima guys in my life after penangan y pertama...after 5 years..br ati ak terbuka....n ak harp ia akn kekl..bt no...ak jus nk luahkn kt cnie utk tenangkn ati ak..its stat time ak g kl...dier xmsg ak bout 4 days..b4 n i aftr i come back from kl..then i msg him..did he mis me?? he said..he mad at me bout not telling him dat i go 2 kl...4days nt askin me where i go..instead mad add me silently n not askin enithing..k..fine..then he still not msg me again...then i send msg ask him 2 meet me..coz v nd 2 settle diz n talk alot..coz v lack of communication...bt he tink dat i wan 2 break wit him...owhhh gosh!!! hatee it...then he nt msg me again...the 1 nite i send msg gudnite 2him... then v talk bout wat happen...i just ask him 2 talk 2 me..even he mad at me..ask me..y im doin dat..y im doin diz...not jus keep silent..im not 'nujum pak belalang' 2 read ur tot n ur fillin..then he said dat make me tink...he jus don care enimore...'its complicated' dats d word...my heart hurt again....then i talk wit my cuz bout diz...thx 2 her coz sudi listn 2 me..n giv sum advice...v still having fun 2gther shooting kt tasik bandr darul aman..hehe.. thx alot cos make me epi at dat time...after few days o d next day..i cant rember..he send msg ask if i da lunch o not...huhu..so heartless..don ask me if im ok o not...hehehe..at dat time i made up my mind..dat i need 2 end diz soon so my whole life cn b better than diz..so i ask 4 break-off..he said..ok if dats wat u wan...argggghhhhhhhhHH!!!!! damn it...its hurt again when he don ask me 2 stay o don leave him...i cry lot during dat time even front of my mom...hate it...dat aftrnoon i ask my cuz 2 spend time wit me..then v watching movie...'d story become borink...the time past so fast...' v get back 2 late dat nite..sori ma..cos make u so worried bout me..bout i need time to settle-down....dats wat happen injust a week..after 1 month couple...

wat a short time 2 b epi rite...2 short..duno when...bt hope i can fine sum1 who can stand my stubborn..my ego..n all d bad tinh bout me....i learn sumthg 2 in this relationship....how 2 get down ur ego once in a while.....

nw..in just 1 wk..he find sum1 else....me?? it take a while 2 accept sum1 else again in my life.....hope he b epi...